Esther Ng
14
3d1'o5
Clementi Town Symphonic Band
Euphoniumist

Leo:
Broadminded & Expansive
Enthusiatic & Lively
Ambitious & Creative
Generous & Warm-hearted
Faithful & Loving
*Natural sense of Drama*
Color:Golds,Reds & Royal colors
Flower:Sunflower & Marigold
Gemstone:Ruby
[the above info of a leo are from yingpeng's bookmark~=)]
(os:wonder if the qualities apply to me...hehe)

Being yourself ain't easy.at all.Don't expect from others what you yourself cannot achieve. Reflect.I'm nt a believer no more.Don't assume anything of me that you don't know.
I've changed.For good reason.

Wishlist
-lie on a freshly-cut field,
staring at the sky frm morn till night,
without caring abt the grass stains l8r
-be myself?
-less responsibilities?
-less stress?
-relieve personal pressure.

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Saturday, May 07, 2005

if all of u sees gibberish in my entry,it's chinese.no discrimination or anything.juz find it easier 2 express my feelings in chinese.if u cn read it,fine.if u cnt,no particular loss.最近，大家都怪怪的。可能是我自己疑心太重吧，但就是就是又是说话的时候气氛非常的尴尬。似乎是大家都隐藏了自己真正想说的话。再来就是某一个朋友，我已尝试联络她两天了。在msn上问候她等都没回答，sms也一样，加上我拜五因拉肚子没上学，根本没和她说话。现在不敢他电话给她。。。不知她是不是生我的气呢？？？*疑惑*我看我是越来越迟钝了。。以前的判断能力都不知道飞哪儿了。。。嗨。。。。。有时候想想，我这个人实在是很失败，什么事情都做不好，简直是一无是处。大家都说每个人诞生在这个世界是为了某一个原因，而人人都会有自己的优点及擅长的东西，你就是为了这些原因而活在这世上。。。怎么我没这种感觉呢？？？一点也没有。只觉得我这个人得过且过，过着无聊的日子。。人生实在没什么意义。。。到那天我才能够找到这些答案呢？？？嗨。。。

---悲观的馨仪