Esther Ng
14
3d1'o5
Clementi Town Symphonic Band
Euphoniumist

Leo:
Broadminded & Expansive
Enthusiatic & Lively
Ambitious & Creative
Generous & Warm-hearted
Faithful & Loving
*Natural sense of Drama*
Color:Golds,Reds & Royal colors
Flower:Sunflower & Marigold
Gemstone:Ruby
[the above info of a leo are from yingpeng's bookmark~=)]
(os:wonder if the qualities apply to me...hehe)

Being yourself ain't easy.at all.Don't expect from others what you yourself cannot achieve. Reflect.I'm nt a believer no more.Don't assume anything of me that you don't know.
I've changed.For good reason.

Wishlist
-lie on a freshly-cut field,
staring at the sky frm morn till night,
without caring abt the grass stains l8r
-be myself?
-less responsibilities?
-less stress?
-relieve personal pressure.

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Saturday, April 30, 2005

i'm cynical.sarcastic.wadever u call it.i noe i am.so if anyone says that,i'm nt surprised.anyway,getting back 2 the point.some ppl r juz so fake.dun wanna elaborate.juz quite pissed off.saying a thing n doing another.it has been the case 4 a while liao.juz stashed it in the back of my brain.nw i'm juz clearing the crap in it.cnt those ppl juz take off their mask??its nt lyk ppl cnt c it.they juz ignore it...bt we all noe better.false pretence doesn work on me.i'll juz reflect it back.

moving on 2 another subject,i juz tink that life is juz so damn unfair.some ppl have the world while oths gt crap.no matter wad u do,it doesn change.some ppl gt it n some dun.wad cn u do?bt we're already born into the world,so we'll juz have 2 accept the harsh reality n gt the heck out into the cruel world.crying is nth.onli wad's in ur heart n mind is true.the outer shell u show 2 others cn b altered artificially or naturally 2 gt the way u wan it,bt the true u will always b inside.try as u might,u cnt make it go away.u cn deceive everybody in the whole world,u can NEVER deceive urself.sooner or later u have 2 let ur true self gt hold of u n take charge.i cnt imagine who the hell cn live forever with a fake exterior.the person will crack eventually.so wad if i'm nt wad i wan 2 b?i was born with wad i have n i cn onli accept it.so wad if i'm reactive?so wad if i suck?so wad if i'm juz nth in ppl's eyes?i am myself n i plan 2 remain as i am.so kill me.