Esther Ng
14
3d1'o5
Clementi Town Symphonic Band
Euphoniumist

Leo:
Broadminded & Expansive
Enthusiatic & Lively
Ambitious & Creative
Generous & Warm-hearted
Faithful & Loving
*Natural sense of Drama*
Color:Golds,Reds & Royal colors
Flower:Sunflower & Marigold
Gemstone:Ruby
[the above info of a leo are from yingpeng's bookmark~=)]
(os:wonder if the qualities apply to me...hehe)

Being yourself ain't easy.at all.Don't expect from others what you yourself cannot achieve. Reflect.I'm nt a believer no more.Don't assume anything of me that you don't know.
I've changed.For good reason.

Wishlist
-lie on a freshly-cut field,
staring at the sky frm morn till night,
without caring abt the grass stains l8r
-be myself?
-less responsibilities?
-less stress?
-relieve personal pressure.

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Tuesday, December 07, 2004

i guess i cn live without my hp nw....i didn even check it 4 a whole day...juz left it in my bag...onli rmb-ed at night.....saw th's msg....was kinda shocked abt the content....i mean i totally didn expect it.......i still dun realli believe it......since its lyk,u chose 2 ask other ppl rather than juz asking the person..wadever...mayb it's juz me being childish.....i dunno........bt honestly,saying i dunno is juz my way of avoiding the subject n refusing 2 think in depth abt it.....it's lyk a reflex....of the mind....i'm trying hard to change myself....in a lot of ways.....even though ppl think i dunno wad they think abt me,i sort of do....observation.....sometimes i hate myself 4 being myself....i've heard something which says that if u hate yourself enuff,you'll change or something liddat...i've also heard something which goes along this line lyk there are 2 types of ppl,one who sees everything in black and white and the other as grey...something liddat la......bt in my own words ba......i'm the type of person who believes in fairness.....everything has to be in black and white,right or wrong,no in-betweens,lyk grey.......i juz cnt help it..bt i'm trying.nw it's better,lyk when you smudge pencil marks on a piece of paper......trying 2 take everything neutrally.....cut my hair today.....no change....just shorter.....nth more to say.